Everyone's counting down the days until xmas.
The closer it gets, the harder it is to deal.
Everyday I forget and everyday I get reminded all over again.
I only want one thing for xmas but it makes no sense to ask for it
because I know its impossible. I've been doing so well.
I'd hate to break down now. But getting to a point where the
heartache just goes away seems so far away. It hurts everyday &
there's not a painkiller in the world strong enough to help. But i've
always been his rock so i'll continue to be strong. Just for him.
Because I know thats what he'd tell me to do. So for him I will.